Thursday, September 22, 2011

Ah, So trapped!

LOCATION: Rocky Mountains, British Columbia, Canada

I have been feeing trapped lately, I love Canada but I am also ready to move on..there is that little problem that I am a bad saver..I live a comfortable life..but if I want to just pack up and leave..I kind of can't. That has to change I know, I find that when I a ready to leave, I can become an awesome saver..But that is why I have that trapped feeling now, I am ready to leave, but now I need to save, not to mention the fact that I still am kind of living to please others and not doing what I truly want, oh man, I cannot explain the thoughts going though my head right now, so much stuff that I want to do, things to see, places to go..people to meet. I can completly relate to the Jackson Browne song Running on Empty right now..its not about working your butt off and being tired, it is about travel and moving though life, doing so much yet still feeling like there is so much more to acheive.